closed

the year is winding down to a close. even as i'm typing this, the seconds are ticking away and a whole new work year will soon be upon me. my heart's been beating a little faster than usual and it will probably get quicker. you know that dread feeling i've been having? it hasn't really gone away but i have to admit that it was nice to see my colleagues after a long while. in a funny way, i actually missed them. i don't quite know what to expect so for now, the feeling of dread has been replaced by something that is a mish mash of nervousness, excitement, fear with a tinge of curiosity thrown in. it's just a funny feeling that's whirling around in my tummy.

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on to more mundane issues: i managed to go to bukit batok, choa chu kang and vivocity all in the space of 3 hours without the use of a car or a taxi. it was purely a mass transport system that brought me around. i'm amazed. yes, i am. amazing.

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i'm really sleepy at the moment. then again, i'm perpetually sleepy. have u ever seen me not sleepy? then again, u've never quite seen me, have you? so that's rather redundant. oh well.

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oooh...had to attend a wedding. (yes, yet another one.) all i can say is that....interesting. hehehhe....the groom's really funny lah...he screwed up quite a couple of things but hell, if things ran smoothly, i would have been shocked. hehehe...but it was fun...while it lasted...i didn't quite stay for the grand finale.

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at this present moment in time, i'm just sitting down in front of Snowie here and just blanking out. and as i'm doing so, the dream i had last night kinda popped into my mind. i had a dream of me dreaming of a person. something about me not quite figuring out why i keep meeting short guys and voila, the person i was supposed to marry turns out to be a dwarf. which then led me to becoming hysterical and waking up from that dream in my dream to a scenario of telling someone how ridiculous the whole thing was and i don't quite recall what happened next except the fact that i woke up and realized EVERYTHING was a dream. even my innerworkings not quite working. macam mana ni???

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last but not least, to all muslims out there, here's wishing you a blessed aidiladha. to all non-muslims, enjoy the holidays and what's left of 2006. let's all just start off on a clean slate, shall we?

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with that, this blog is now pronounced closed.

at least for 2006. :OP